Sweet Dreams
Dreams are just dreams
Nothing is real
But its more then is seems
The pain in another world I feel
Dreams can not hurt you
Even thou I feel the skin open
I see a blacketh face and I wonder who
My body to the ground has fallen
Dreams is just in a state of mind
I remember the horror when I wake
At home in my bed my self I find
Wondering 'Is this real or is this fake?'
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Summon the pain of the earth
See it enveloped darkness
You will be first
The only god, the only angel
With an army of desolated souls
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The Garden Of Razorblades
Trough the garden I walk
my flesh ripping away
blood on my scared skin
Feeling no pain
I will be free here
In the garden of razor-blades
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Sorrow in my trough
Tears behind my eyes
What have I been thought?
Except all the lies
I wished to be free
I wanted to be alone
Now pain I feel
For I want someone
Pain upon my body
Is nothing
Pain in my mind
Is everything
Pleasure upon my body
Is what I have
Pleasure for my mind
Is what I want
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Body, Mind and Soul
Once she touched my body
That time I knew I could not leave
Without hurting
I feel her touch upon my body
And I wish not she let go
Once she touched my mind
Seeing what was there
Helping me to find out who I was
I feel her touch upon my mind
And I wish not she let go
Once she touched my soul
Her tears my soul have drinketh
Like the dying of a man it is revived
I feel her touch upon my soul
And I wish not she let go
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The Fool
As My Tears Run Down
From My Eyes
From My Soul
I Realize I will never
Fit in
Not at all
Look in to the chaos
And uncontrol
I see only sadness
Here I am
Just a Fool
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Walking alone in a crowd of people
Faces unknown to me
Wondering where the ones I knew are
Their love to me I can not feel
Safe in my own sanity
I once was alive
Now there is only suffering and agony
Only wondering if I will survive
The souls I once knew
The ones I called friends
The cause of my own destruction
The final hour I will remember them
Look, as my blood colors black
Black as the shadow of darkness
I want my life back
Yet I know, with it I find my own sadness
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The Dying Rose
Once beautiful flower, now soon to be a memory
Trying to survive, but without hope
The dying soul
As the rose, fading in to the past
Trying to survive, but without hope
Words through the wind
Images through the light
And sounds through both
Strangers to a rose
Friends to a soul
But still the dreams are there
Trying to survive, but for how long
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Choose
Torn between two loves
One is the Lady of Life
The other Lady of Death
I can not decide
And I can not hide
From this question
That is like poison
What answer I choose
One will die
Die in my arms
To preserve these two
I have to close the question with in me
My soul may be stained if I keep it
But a part of it will die if I say it
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Hated Angel
Tears run down my cheek
the love I once had
now I have forgotten
who I am
Tortured my mind is
unable to find my soul
surrounded by snakes
there poison makes me whole
screaming in terror
screaming for my sanity
Tears still tend to fall from my eyes
Still no one can hear my powerful cries
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Live
With weapon in hand and hope in heart
I will try to defeat the ones that haunt me
But I am just one man of the night
How can I stand victoriously?
The Angel of death has been watching me
Waiting for this time
Time for me to leave
To face my crimes
But still there is time
To find in our selves the might
We all know the angel will let us die
I say, brother and sisters, stand up and fight
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My love
With the spirits of animals
they invade our souls
In the night filled with candle light
I hear the beat of your heart
Seeing the black and the cold
that have stained your soul
Even then I see you
trying to cower up your wounds
Together we will die, start again
With a new life, with out pain
We are not like others
We are forever lovers
I think when I look in to your eyes
'Is this my bride of darkness?'
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Beauty
In a night full of light
I look up at the moon and admire its beauty
Then finding a heart fitting this beauty on earth
With her I will die
And with her I will be reborn
I have danced with the demons too long
To embrace these monsters of the night
They will change into the guardians
The guardians of my life
Bound to a memory of previous existences
Coming back to be immortal
There stands the moon and listens
To me only she is beautiful.
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End Of 1999
With the end if the century growing near,
We look back at the history that we fear,
Unable to see the future of our small little life's,
Death and destruction will torment us through out the nights.
The darkness that once were will rise again,
To cleanse this world we call a realm,
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Forest Of Sorrow
I've searched the heavens, I've searched the hell's.
I've searched until my mind disappears.
But in the darkness of reality, I found this forest.
This Forest Of Sorrow.
For now my search for greatness has ended.
And I can finally find peace..
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Through wolf's eyes
Through wolf's eyes I see the madness
The everyday life we take for granted.
Everything moves slowly when we want it fast.
Everything moves fast when we want it slow.
Through wolf's eyes I see the love.
That it once was beautiful.
The love we can give.
The love we can destroy.
Through wolf's eyes I see you.
You who make all this disappear
I see that I Love You.
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Angels
Angels exist among us.
As people we hardly know, as people we strongly love
I wish some times I could tell them apart
An angel has the love that I need
Angels help us sometimes out of death's react
Sometimes death is the greatest thing we have.
I believe that love conquers death
I believe is something that lives beyond death.
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My World
In a world of imagination.
Where I mostly spend my time.
Reality is to cruel to stand for.
But there is you, the one that have entered my world,
And is now the ruler of it.
Help me build up this castle that once was in ruins.
Rebuild my life from the pits of darkness that it once was in.
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Life
Like a Fairytale I have tried to live my life,
Like a nightmare I have lived it.
The good will always prevail,
That's what I've been told,
By friends and family.
I have just realized that I stand alone,
Alone in the world we call reality.
Poverty and war rules this earth,
This mist we can not come through,
Lost as a rat in a maze,
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I miss you
Now when I have left you
My soul feels empty
No hands to hold
No lips to kiss
Meeting you was the best thing that have ever happened to me
Leaving you was the worst thing
I miss the way you smile at me
I miss the way you look at me
I miss you
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Feel
I see you walk
I see you stand
I see you talk
With a friend
You say to me that you like the things I have written
I wonder if you know how I feel
Every time I see you the outside world is forgotten
Can you please make me believe
In love
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Tinnitus
I was awaken by it
The sound
The sound I can not stop
The sound I can not turn off
The horrible sound
It drives me insane
I hear it in the day
Hiding, waiting
Waiting for the night to come
It keeps me up
I can't sleep
I think to my self
When I put the gun towards my head
"Now it will stop,
Now I will be free"
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Broken Down
When the moon is full
I think of you
My heart is not whole
It's split in two
I remember the time we spent
The day and the nights
I don't think it was meant like this
Because I hated the fights
Now when I see myself in the mirror
I only see my emptiness
Some say I look like a killer
A killer without a face.
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Free Me
The darkness grows near
Where is she?
The one that can show me the light
Where is she?
The one that can set me free
Only she can take me out of this prison of pain
She will show me real life
She will show me real love
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Net Love
Here I am and there you are
Why does it have to be so far
The only way I see you is on the web
Even then we haven't made a step
I heard about true love on the net
Wonder if I can believe
Maybe I should have my head checked
Or is it really you and I
I can't forget the space between us
Will it be better
If we take the train or bus
Then we'll be together
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Feeling Bad
He sees people smiling
He sees a couple kissing
Wondering why he's alone
Why he doesn't have anyone
Eyes stare at the ground
Trying not to see
All the happy faces all around
True love is so hard to find
Why are they not together
It's the only thing running through his mind
He says he will be alone forever
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Darkness
I only smile in the dark
When the full moon is out
My only comfort is the day gone black
There I can be out of sight
Lately I'm not the only one
I say never trust anyone
Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
I've got to make a point these days
To extricate myself
Between these walls
And darkened halls
I have an aking heart
Even when I look at the stars
Now everything's about to fall apart
Soon ill see the bars
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